"I cried for three days": the widow of Oleg Tabakov confessed that she had an abortion
'13.03.2018'
Source: Star hit
Marina Zudina, the widow of Oleg Tabakov, some time ago spoke about her relationship with loved ones, and also shared stories from the past. According to the woman, in her youth she was immature and was afraid to have children.
Marina Zudina and Oleg Tabakov have lived together for more than two decades, never ceasing to amaze numerous fans. Last year, the national artist of the Russian Federation became a guest of the program “The Fate of a Man” with Boris Korchevnikov, in which she spoke about family life and career, writes Star hit.
According to Zudina, the birth of children is a test for any couple. According to the actress, in her youth she was not ready for the appearance of heirs:
“We are very sorry that we have no eldest son or daughter. I dreamed of three children. It so happened - I could not afford children, so as not to ruin the family. I was also immature. If I were ready to have a baby and take responsibility, I would give birth ”
There was a time when Marina had an abortion from a beloved man. Years later, a woman came to the conclusion that she did wrong. Talking about a case from the past, Zudina made it clear that it is very difficult for her to touch on a difficult topic for her.
“I could have given birth, but I deliberately refused it. Now I understand that I was absolutely not conscious ... Having given birth to Pavlik, I bought a book in the church about what the embryo is experiencing when a woman has an abortion. I cried for three days ... "
Boris Korchevnikov turned to Marina Zudina. “Excuse me, please, I correctly understand that at that moment you were already pregnant by Oleg Pavlovich?” Asked the moderator, to which the actress answered in the affirmative.
“I do not know that a greater sin is to break the life of another person whom you love, or to go for a conscious abortion. I do not know what the greatest sin. Consider the abortion decision - that was my decision. You see, we both regret ... Yes, he knew that I was going. But do not dramatize, it was my decision. This was no one's fault. It was my fault, that's all. I do not remember what he said then, and I do not want to remember. I forgot, and I have two children. ”
The woman stressed that people grow up and learn from their mistakes. “For me, the world turned over when I read this book. We are not born holy, and the main thing is that you have the ability to repent and admit guilt. It is very important to learn to say: “Forgive”, - said the actress.
During the conversation with Boris Korchevnikov, Marina Zudina also spoke about how her relationship with Oleg Tabakov changed after the appearance of her heirs.
“Children test for strength. The most difficult time in our relationship was when we had children with Oleg Pavlovich. This is a very strong test. And only with great love and a strong desire to be with each other do people pass this test. ”
Recall that the People's Artist of the USSR, artistic director of the Moscow Art Theater. Chekhov and “Tabakerka” Oleg Tabakov died on March 12 2018 in Moscow with his family, after a long illness.
