'I did nothing': the latest diary entries of Lyudmila Gurchenko are published
'27.06.2020'
Source: Yandex Zen
Many people know that Lyudmila Gurchenko kept diaries. But her heirs decided to make these texts public only now to earn money, writes the author of the Talents and Fans blog on Yandex Zen.
Lyudmila Markovna Gurchenko died on March 30, 2011 from heart failure. A month and a half before, walking with dogs, she broke her thigh neck, then underwent surgery and was already discharged home. It is known that for a long time she kept diaries. Recently, the relatives of the actress, in order to improve their financial situation, handed over part of the records to reporters.
A record dated March 12, 2011 about the representatives of the yellow press who entered the hospital under the guise and with the connivance of doctors. The journalists tried to "hold a reception" and shoot Gurchenko in a hospital bed. Lyudmila Markovna, who was used to keeping her face, never allowed herself to look bad in front of the public, it was especially painful.
“What happened to the yellow crowd that merged with the doctors - and in the same form and the same questions - only the camera takes me off, not yet out of shock. Seryozha caught one, pulled out all her attributes from her. Then we saw everything on the screen. As she walks, looks in the wards - and our doctors go around there, and nurses, and nannies. When Serezha put her at the hospital attendant, she told him a wonderful phrase: “I also want to eat.”
Returning home after the hospital:
“Here I am at home. And I also want to eat today. No, yesterday. Yes today. And tomorrow, when will I get up?!? Again, you need to think - how to make money. "
Despite the appearance of appetite, the emotional state of Lyudmila Markovna was suppressed, especially after the news of the death of Vitaly Wolfe:
“The most interesting people in our country are leaving. And nobody is replacing! Nikita Mikhalkov called again - again he asked me to call if something was needed. After all, you are my "relic". Depression is in full swing. And it is clear that nothing of the current state will change. Never. We must get to our feet, and then decide what to do. ”
The last entry in the diary was made on March 16, 2011:
“Nothing significant has happened. It is still a long way to recovery. It's a pity. I thought it would be faster ... ".
Most of the records transmitted by relatives relate to the last days of the actress, but there is also a recording that Lyudmila Markovna made 5 years before her death. This is not a description of everyday events, but a reflection on one’s unfulfillment in the profession, although at first glance this may seem strange.
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“I will not scold my life. Everywhere I was considered a special lucky woman, an optimist, a smile without a doubt. But in essence patience, anticipation, work and work ... In my 70 years, I hardly spent a few weeks in my pleasure. Life is like the incessant rolling of a stone that must be lifted again. Endure the unbearable. Find a way out of any desperate situation.
I did not do anything. Incredible fatigue from rolling the stone up ... "
How Diva of the Soviet cinema could not be realized? The fact is that Lyudmila Markovna saw herself primarily as an actress in the musical genre, musical. This genre has never been so developed in our country, as, for example, in America.
Original column published in column «Talents and fans» on Yandex Zen
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