'My world is destroyed': shortly before suicide, ex-girlfriend of Prince Harry left an emotional message
'20.02.2020'
Source: Air force
The family of the suicide British presenter Caroline Flack released her unpublished entry on Instagram, which she wrote shortly before her death. Air force.
On Wednesday, an investigation was launched into the circumstances of her death. According to the investigation, 40-year-old Flack committed suicide in her apartment, where her body was discovered last Saturday.
Flack's message says that “her whole world and future have turned upside down” after she was arrested on charges of assaulting her boyfriend Lewis Burton. According to the prosecution, the presenter read the messages on Burton's phone while he was sleeping, suspected him of infidelity and hit him, still sleeping, on the head with a table lamp.
Her mother said that Flack was advised not to post the message. Now it has appeared in the Eastern Daily Press.
The presenter died a few weeks before the trial. In December, she stated in court that she did not plead guilty to the attack on Burton, and she was released on bail.
Flack was banned from talking to him until the start of the court hearings, which were scheduled for March.
Flack's mother told the Eastern Daily Press that Caroline showed her the prepared message back in January, but in the end she was advised not to publish it.
“Carrie sent me this text at the end of January. The consultants dissuaded her from publishing, although she really hoped that her quiet voice would be heard, - quoted by the Eastern Daily Press as the words of the mother. - There were so many lies, and she felt that way. Our whole family, including myself, want people to read her own words now. Carrie was surrounded by love, there were friends next to her, but everything that happened was unbearable for her. "
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Full text of Flack's unpublished appeal
For many people, arresting for an attack becomes an extreme way to survive some kind of spiritual awakening. But for me it has become an everyday reality.
I always clicked "hang up" when many calls rang in my life. I put up with stress, for more than 10 years I accepted the shame and malicious attitude towards my life, convincing myself that this is part of my job. And she didn't complain.
But if you run away from the problems, they will not disappear anywhere, and one day someone will definitely show them off. Then you will be left alone with your shame and shame.
On December 12, 2019, I was arrested for assaulting my boyfriend. In a day, my whole world and my future turned upside down, and the walls that I built for so long around me collapsed. Suddenly, I found myself on a completely different scene, and everyone saw it.
I have always recognized my responsibility for what happened that evening. Immediately. But really ... It happened by accident.
I have had emotional breakdowns for a long time.
But I do NOT do domestic violence. We argued - and then an accident happened. Accident. The blood that some people SOLD into the newspaper is MY blood. It was very sad for me and I took it very personally.
I decided to talk about it now, because my family ran out of patience. I lost my job. My house. Your ability to speak. And the truth was taken from me and used for fun.
I can no longer hide every day and receive instructions that I cannot tell anyone anything.
I am very sorry that my family had to endure so much because of me, and that my friends had to go through so much.
Now I don't think about how to get my career back. I think about how to get life back - for myself and my family.
The position of prosecutors
After Flack’s death, her agency stated that the TV presenter had been under tremendous pressure since the arrest and criticized the Crown Prosecution Service for not wanting to drop the charge even after Burton said he had no complaints about her.
The Royal Prosecution Service said it did not comment on the details of specific cases, but explained how the decision was made to drop the charges.
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The rules say that even if the victim has no complaints, the domestic violence case does not automatically end.
Also, according to the rules, police must provide prosecutors with a psychological profile of the suspect.
